Si Tenggang’s Homecoming

A simple word that make people fighting over each other.
Personally, as I just edit in my Friendster profile, I am a person who is easy to trust someone. As I feel comfortable with a person, I will let him/her listening to my thoughts that came from my heart. If I counted since I was a little kid, I bet there’s a lot of friends which I share my dreams and my visions, my thoughts while happy and sad, instead of being silent like what I did with my current roommates.

But because I trust someone, it is just killing me sometimes when I couldn’t rely on the person I trust anymore. It might be my personality which is kinda sensitive that makes me lose my trust easily just after a very minor and small incident.

But do I regret if someone is stabbing from behind, or might be in front? I’ll say no. Because having a friend to lean on some problems was very helpful as I’m a person who hates to be lonely. Help me by lending your ear. That’s all I hope for.

But just a reminder for myself, maybe next time I shouldn’t easily put my trust on someone too much. In the world nowadays, where tsunami could attack Malaysia, or in another words, where nothing is impossible, a foe can turns to a friend, and friend could become your foe, or a foe can become your friend that turn to an enemy again; keeping it to myself is better sometimes. Not to hide something foolish, or immatured, or shameful things, but to avoid people manipulating that things until it turn out to uninspirational, demotivated and so on. Sometimes, the cure of some problems is only in our hand by being alone.

As Eid is coming, I always forgive (or at least try to forgive) people mistakes which they have done to me and hoping people will do the same upon me. But this immature kid forgot how to forget those mistakes just to learn more about the world, and the people who live in it. The people you couldn’t trust!

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