Sep 06 2006

22 y/o - A new beginning of disastrous life

Published by flexin-am at 4:24 am under All About Me

I would like to say thanx for the friends who greeted me for my 22nd birthday celebration (if you can call that as a celebration). Kira cantik la 6.9.6 ==> 22 tahun. Okey la kan.

But I guess this year adalah hari ulangtahun yang paling penat pernah aku jalani. It’s not just physically but also mental depression.

So hari bermula dengan kuliah. Lepas tido balik, aku terjaga dah kul 8.50, tapi cam, malas nak bangun, pejam2 kul 9.05. Nasib baik jam aku ter’set’ cepat. So, aku sampai tak berapa lambat kat kuliah Dr Rahni. Tapi dia sempat mention aku dan Chandra lambat, so it’s pretty obvious. Not a good thing on you birthday right?

Tapi Dr Rahni bagi kuar awal. Aku p uruskan penggantian tutorial aku ngan Teek Ling (yang turut mengajar MAT181 bersama2 aku. Dia amik 2 kelas, aku amik lg 2 kelas). Teek Ling cakap dia busy. Maka aku pun gi la jumpa Dr Norashidah dan kemudiannya Dr Zarita. Dah rasa timing cam sesuai, aku pun bagitau la fasal kemungkinan aku akan fly. So a lil bit long discussion kat situ. But both of them are very supportive. Even though by the time I may (instead of using might, I change it may this time) be flying, it’s already 3-4 weeks left before first semester final exam, but they are fine about it. Dr Zarita cakap, it’s gonna be a good exposure. I get my confidence. Perkara sama berlaku (Rujuk Isnin yang diiring tarian alam). Waktu aku tengah2 caught in the middle fasal penggantian tutorial, hujan turun dengan lebatnya. Tapi lepas kuar dari bilik Dr Zarita, dah seriat skit. Dipendekkan citer nasib baik Teek Ling setuju nak ganti.

Lupa lak, malam ni aku kena gi Negeri Sembilan sebab ada BTN. Balik Isnin petang. Dan Dr Rahni plak bagitau ada weekly assignment yang kena submit by Tuesday morning. Mampusla aku x sempat siapkan waktu balik dr BTN. Jadi sepanjang tadi, ada free2 time, aku duk sibuk buat assignment data fitting. Ingatkan nak celebrate sendiri2 kat pizza ke, MCD ke, KFC ke. Well, it’s in my dream only, I guess.

Petang sebelum kuliah plak, aku duk sibuk tercongok kat Canselori. Tunggu Cik Nina Human Resource. Aku mintak surat financial approvement. Terjumpak En Ramli Human Resource, dia suruh aku mintak masuk lewat lagi ke universiti tu. 1hb Oktober.

Skarang aku dalam lab math. Nak prabih assignment Dr Rahni skit lagi. Japgi lepas Maghrib gi amik towel yang aku tinggal kat bilik Kimi, gi antar nota Dr Rahni kat Dani, gi tengok sikit bebudak debat antara desa lawan. Barang untuk ke BTN x pack lagi. Takpe, aku dasar perosok masuk je dalam beg, so xkan amik masa lama sangat kot.

Kali ni punya birthday memang berlainan. Aku dalam keadaan selsema + cam ada demam skit2. Maybe it’s a mark to tell me that life won’t simply be the same again. It’s gonna be harder as seconds pass me by.

I was thinking about writing what I get and what I lose in this blog for my birthday. But I just don’t have that time. Simply say, I’m not in a state of person who should moans too much of the challenge around him. God gave me more than I deserve, and I just hope He’ll bless me now and in future, and give me strength to move on in this whole new world…




One Response to “22 y/o - A new beginning of disastrous life”

  1.   aDeQ NuRuLzon 08 Sep 2006 at 1:38 am

    Alala…keciannya Am celebrate dalam keadaan macam ni..nak tolong celebrate pun dah lepas dah…takpe..takpe…tahun depan celebrate lain ekk..tapi number dah tak lawa laa…6.9.7=>23..dah bleh pikiaq pasal kawin dah tuh…hehehe..

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