Jan 01 2007
3 bulan
Tahun baru 2007. Dah genap 3 bulan aku di UK.
Basically I’m having a roller coaster emotion for the first three months. I reached the highest peak, which is maybe Scotland, and lowest spot ever, which is having emotional breakdown week after week followed by tear bursting session after 24 hours stay up to finish the assignment.
Lovely eh LOL.
For this 3 months, I felt so inspired by knowing I have some capability I never figure it out before such as cooking and travelling alone, being able to come to London without conformed place to stay, and get it within a day. On the other hand, I felt so down where sometimes I was blaming myself, while the other time I blame the other people with my incapability to cope with study.
For this 3 months, I have some of my best meal ever, one in Tahir’s house during Aidilfitri, which was one of my best because I’ve been starving for spicy food for quite a while. Here, I live such a prosperous
life, thanks to God, I don’t have to worry much about the money because of the scholarship, but I also learn that money can’t really buy happiness. I wasn’t having much money back in USM while doing Master coz I have no sponsor at the time, but I always enjoy my meal, and my life back then.
End of muhasabah session.
So, aku takder citer fasal raya haji sebab aku lepak kat rumah jer sorang-sorang. Mak aku tanya, buat apa yang special untuk raya haji? Aku cakap la, aku masak nasik goreng cina, first time masak sejak balik Scotland.
Aku bersembang-sembang dengan ana
k menakan aku, Darwish (gambar sebelah, dulu-dulu aku panggil Veemon, gambar bawah). Dia tanya, ‘Bila Pak Tam nak balik??’. ‘Tahun depan, Pak Tam balik, InsyaAllah’. Waktu aku jawab, still tak tahun 2007 lagi.
Heh, 9 bulan lagi…
