Si Tenggang’s Homecoming

It’s over a week since I arrived. And it was only a night I was able to sleep. Malam-malam lain???? Berjaga sepanjang malam sampai sahur. Lepas Subuh baru tidur. It sucks! Then I woke up at nearly 2pm, so that explains why I didn’t really change the routine.
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Life is a lil bit confusing. I’m started to become nervous about my PhD. I can’t even talk much about it even when Mahadi asked about it. It’s kinda scary, honestly.
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It’s 2.58am, and I know I need to start revising my material in order to make a proposal. Aaah, I can’t share with ppl this stuff. It’s too demoralizing. No, not because people demotivate me (in fact, they inspire).
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[Lagu latar: Backstreet Boys- Inconsolable]

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Perut aku mengada-ngada. Posa kat UK tak pulak nak angin lebih-lebih. Kat sini, nak berbuka dengan nasik pun takleh. Pergi buka kat Pizza Hut dengan bebudak debat - okey jer. Aaaaargh. Aku tak tahu apsal perut aku takleh masuk nasik, nanti dia mengkelan (losing the appetite caused by angin).
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Everything is so damn right but I feel so wrong.
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‘Am, dah dah. Gi study. Then you can distract yourself in the right way’, aku memberi nasihat kepada diri sendiri.

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