Si Tenggang’s Homecoming

Dear Friends,

Thanks for the memories and thank you for a wonderful 6 months in Malaysia.
Sesungguhnya aku telah melihat tempat ini dalam perspektif yang berbeza.

Kerna kita tidak tahu di mana penghujung kita, maka aku menyusun sepuluh jari
memohon ampun atas apa yang aku lakukan. I might hurt some people intentionally
or not. In any way, those are my mistakes I hope you forgive me for.

I’ve been myself for not replying your sms, for not answering your ‘hi’ on MSN
or YM. Because I rather be liked for being myself than being adored by faking
it.

I was a part of myself when I suddenly become emotional, annoying etc. Bak kata
Kak Dijah,

blames the hormones.

So, to end this chapter of the blog, here’s my new vids, a cover of Jonas
Brother’s song - Hello Beautiful

Amri

Just quick notes for everyone:-

Thanks
Terima kasih atas ucapan-ucapan dan kata-kata sokongan. I appreciate it.

Phone/SMS
Aku akan guna nombor baru kat sana, tapi no Malaysia masih lagi kekal, aku bawak handphone lama Motorola aku. Tujuannya untuk Internet Banking. Sebarang sms tidak dijamin untuk dibalas. Well, you should know me by now. Panggilan telefon tidak akan diangkat sebab aku kena caj RM2.50 seminit kalau angkat. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Blog
Thanks to my blog readers, I get some fun writing with your existence. Aku akan terus menulis sebab ni cara aku lepas tekanan. New blog is coming very soon. Aku tukar address sebab dah lama sangat kat sini.
Up to this date, I have 432 posts and 885 comments. Time to move on to some new place:)

Book
Buku P.S. I Love You dah abis dibaca 2 hari lepas. Sorry ek orang lain sebab Kak Khalidah yang 1st cop, so dia pinjam dulu. Pastu kalo korang nak pinjam, contact2 la dia.

I play it cool.
Some people around me started to feel a lil bit gloomy. They showed it. Particularly my sister and some friends. I did my poker face, or probably I thought I did.
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2 days more before I depart. I did feel a lil melancholic, so said Abg Tra.
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I had driven through Labu Besar again today as I had to fill up the tank of my car. Mom talked to dad and I couldn’t hear their conversation. As the car move away from that place, I started to tremble silently.
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I keep wondering myself, how come does this Pumpkin Race thing affect me so bad this time around. Last Thursday, I went to the school to bid farewell. Kak Khalidah and Zakia came along.
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Later that night, Zakia sent me a message saying that she had started to miss them. What kind of vibe had been sent by these students? I wonder.
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Hidup, hidup…
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But as I type this current blog, I am cheering up a little bit.
I am stronger than this.
I should remember back the time where I landed in London with no place to stay and no friend waiting.
This time, Mahadi is coming this Friday to meet me (payback of what I did when he landed). I have secure accommodation this time around. I know where to get food and stuff. I don’t have to worry much.
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Or probably because everything is so secured, that is why I am trembling. As I could expect what’s waiting in UK, this mind are not worrying like before and this heart is seeking to be filled…
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Hidup, hidup….

I feel fine.
I already got the flight itinerary  (I took minutes to figure out how this word is spelled out)

So, everything is cleared. I just have to go for some last minute shopping and I’m all good to go.

Yesterday I went to my sis school. Meet the students and all.
Today, my family will come over for some small party (read: kenduri kecik2)

I’m all good.

‘It is over’, my friend said, marking our end in this era.
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Aku baru sampai balik dari KL. Dalam kul 8.30 tadi. Semalam, aku turun USM. Lepak makan-makan pizza di USM, dan kemudian pack-pack barang dari rumah transit. Bebudak debat tolong.

Pizza

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That’s it for the batch. Lepas aku fly, hampir separuh dah takde - Kimi, Shila, Nurul, Pidin, Zali. Kak Mar dah grad master itu hari. Kak Khalidah ada misi dia sendiri kat US. Aku berazam untuk balik tiap-tiap tahun, untuk handle Pumpkin Race dan jugak jumpa bebudak debat, supaya aku sentiasa kenal batch2 baru.
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Note: Servis Pizza Hut di Sg 2 SANGAT teruk.
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Spider

Pastu semalam, balik jer dari USM, rehat dalam 1 jam lebih, ayah aku menghantar lak gi SP, amik bas ke KL.
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Pagi tadi pergi Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi kat Putrajaya. Aku contact Spider, dia datang la jumpa aku. Eh, apsal aku terlupa nak contact Naz dan Emmy ek? Ya Allah, lupa betul. Dah 3 kali pergi, aku tak teringat langsung nak contact diorang. Ish ish.
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Pastu naik motor ngan Spider gi makan kat kedai makan dekat UPM. Pastu dia antar gi stesen monorel. Sempat la catch up sikit sebanyak. Sekurang-kurangnya lengkap la semua x-roommate aku kat C1-2-19 yang sempat aku jumpa - Fariz, Ali dan Spider.
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Fariz, nih gambar Spider. Dah membesar dah dia sikit berbanding dulu. Tapi hang pun membesar jugak kan. So, no surprise there.
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Urusan visa aku dah selesai. So, InsyaAllah, kalo USM dah tempat tiket untuk aku, 9hb ni laa fly.
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Cikgu Aziz
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Aku balik SP, bas rosak kat Ipoh. Naik bas apebenda ntah awalnya. Aku malas nak tunggu, terus aku naik bas Transnasional yang dah nak gerak dah, saja nak sampai awal. Terjumpa la dengan Kakak (crew Pumpkin Race 2).
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Sampai SP dalam kul 7, gi makan kat kedai mamak kat Billion, terjumpa la pulak Cikgu Aziz, cikgu BM aku Form 5 dulu. Sempat la update kat dia aktiviti kawan-kawan Form 5 dulu.
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So, 2-3 hari aku nih dipenuhi dengan aktiviti berjumpa dengan rakan-rakan taulan dan keluarga. Esok nak pi jumpa bebudak Pumpkin Race (note: SMK Labu Besar masuk Bersamamu malam ni, kalo korang tengok laa)
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Lusa, adik beradik nak datang lak.

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Busy mengalahkan menang pilihanraya.